I really like to pride myself and my boyfriend in how well we have managed to adjust to and continue to be happy with one another through the distance. I take pride in taking care of myself and not needing him with me all the time as much as I just want him here. But when I am sick and feeling weak, I really wish he was here to get me water and let me sleep on him. To bring me snacks and tell me I look pretty even though I know I look like hell. I am fine sleeping alone all these nights but when I don’t feel well, I just really want my cuddle buddy.